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Really up against it today. I’m in the middle of a divorce and still living in the basement of the house while the haters live like there’s nothing going on. I’m so filled with anxiety right now and it’s almost crippling. God is keeping me here for some reason besides patience because He keeps taking things away that I used to deal with last two plus years. Now my car is not drivable and I can’t afford to fix it because my disability back pay is still not been approved.

I keep saying that to myself as if it’s an expectation. From my view point it’s very true. I’ve been 673 days in recovery for “you name...

I know that when I came out of this fog I realized a few things. After I turned 18, I decided after spending 18 years of church and the...

I’m so manic right now. Had my first therapy session today. It was draining. I think I’ve been waiting to get the stuff in my head out...

I can’t tell you how mad I am at God. He had saved my life some 17 months ago by extending yet more mercy and grace to heal me from...